I'm disappointed :(

hellloo I think this relation, our relation is for brotherhood. Well they think it just for the professionalism. We still not work man! We more than that. We are family. That should be us! Have ever they think about that?

I never expect it will be happen to us. We met and gathered by the great name, process in there, but finally we just be apart because our doings to this great name.. How poor we are.

Maybe I just have too much expectation while the reality say the opposite. Something that I always proud of it, now I felt so disappointed because of it. How could it?

I remember, one of my friend ever told that if we haven't plant something so we will get nothing. True. Now I say that is true.. so honest. If I haven't know and met them so I won't loving them so much like this and get hurt like this.

Last Friday Night, So Weird Night

It's a freak interest... Watching the train in the station... Yeah this is my friend's hobby. Just call him Stones. He love train so much. Sometime he invite me to accompany him. How lucky he is, I'm the easy going one.

captured by Stones

Last Friday night, we went to Lempuyangan station. Just to spent the night and take some picture.

so lucky, Ariez Stones can capture the train before it run

Stones said: this station doesn't like yesterday. so many change.

Then we met crazy girl, unlucky. Her name is Vanya. She told that she from Jakarta. But, we just made it a joke. Unlucky we must accompanied her to go to toilet. Damn, I'm so scared. Then when she came to toilet we just left her.
After that we felt sorry bout our bad attitude. We imagined what if she met the wrong man, bad man do some bad things to her. Oh no, just imagined that really make me scared. I didn't want that thing happen to her. However she's human too.

Vanya and Stones, still in conversation

We decided to look for her. We tried to ask who is she, where she live, who is her family, but she was difficult to be cooperate. Finally we gave up just because some people there told that she was roam in the street for 2 months. Well, I hope she found the right people so she can come back to her home again.

22th May, Hard Day to be Passed

1 year.. Yeah the time run so fast.. It's feel like just yesterday he still here.. Laugh together just to kill the time together.
It was a hard day to be passed. Remember what happened last year it really make me sad. But, I must face the truth. Life must go on. Everything bout him will be always saved in my heart and my mind.

Rest in peace my bradder.. My beloved brother I've ever had. One thing that I can learn from you. I won't make same mistake like I did to you, waste our time, the time that should I use to spent with you, with everyone around me. I will always remember this.

"hargai dan nikmatilah setiap waktu saat kita bersama, sebelum semuanya menghilang dan hanya bisa berharap kebersamaan itu akan terulang kembali" -Fadhlih Akbar, July 15, 2010 at 2:03 pm- 

deep of breath at Kayu Ayu Cave

This is my 3rd vertical cave... Kayu Ayu Cave.. like my name..haha

I went there with my friend Fadhlih and my senior Bekti, Aries and Fahmy. We went there about October 2010.. It was so long ago.. This cave located in Parangndog, Bantul, Yogyakarta. It took 30 minute from the city by car or motor. It just straightaway from Parangtritis Beach, first crossroad turn right, enter the alleyway till reach the paragliding runway.

We set up the tent near the paragliding runway. When sunset came, we sat there and enjoyed the evening together. Really calm evening, accompanied by wave so faraway below and the gold sun. In this place, we could see the scenery from above, the beach, Parangtritis Beach looked so clearly up there. Amazing place.

it called love..can you see this?

Next morning we start to enter the cave. We used the caving equipment like usually. This cave was about 20 meters high. It has small entrance but widen on the bottom, so people said bottleneck cave. This cave was rather hyper CO2. I felt it when reach the floor cave. I rather difficult to breath so I must have a sat for a while.

doesn't look like a cave entrance, does it?

ready for the hyper CO2 caving sensation :D

After all of us reach the floor, we explore that cave. Wew, I thought I will have a long way to walk inside there, but it really a small cave, maybe as big as basketball court. After we finished take some picture we went up.

they're stalactit, but they have a tiny lining, so looks fragile

amphipigi (sorry I don't know how spell it) cave insect

looks like crystal..so transparent..all of them

the cavers.. cool  :D

take a pict with our glory flag

Although it was a short journey and small cave to be explore but always there was something special to be told=adventure with friends :D

Bekah Cave, Against the Adrenaline

I love caving. Sometime you will found extraordinary thing there, so many maybe.. It feel like you go to the other world. So weird but make you amazed.

Bout 1 year ago I went to Bekah Cave with my friends. This cave located in Gunung Kidul, Yogyakarta. It took 2 hours trip by motorcycle or car from Yogyakarta city. It was an unique cave. It located beside the sea, under the 60-70 meters high of cliff. Of course you must wear the SRT (single rope technique) equipment to descending and ascending to passed the high cliff. Sometime when high wave come, this cave will closed by sea water. So we must go there when the sea have its receding time and we will reach till the cave lane.

There, you can also found whales and green turtle. You can see them by using binoculars.

we found that whale...wow

we can saw the turtle too..how lucky we were

I went there twice. First, on 15-17rd April 2011. We just want to tried the track there, observed how was the wave and how was the inside. In this survey, we (me, Tanti, Fadhlih and Fahmy) could enter the cave and reach cave lane because of the waves had being friendly with us. The waves wasn't too high. Only 20 meters we walked through the cave, then we should continued our trip by soar with our life jacket. It was water everywhere till we reached the end of the cave. But, the water tasted like freshwater not salty. Out of the ordinary.

But, the twice we went there, we found some trouble so we couldn't reach the cave lane. I was the rigging woman at that time. The person who went down first and make the rope track. I really nervous. I hate the height, but I must passed this so I wouldn't afraid anymore. Evidently there was the most scary thing, not the height, it was sea wave!!! I must went down which I couldn't reach the floor of the cliff. There just water everywhere. Damn! I couldn't reach the big stone near my rope, the stone that used to hitched the rope. So I decided to stand on the smaller stone under the big one. Then, this is the scary moment. I should jump to the big stone across the wave. It took a long time to me to make sure that I can go there. When the wave wasn't too high I jump in hurry. Finally...Yayyyy. I'm happy but still afraid. I cried till the second man went down. He was Bobi, my senior. He tried to make me calm down.

still try to attach the rope hitch into the anchorage

confuse.. there's no floor.. it just wave everywhere *the worst moment

The third was Heri, my friend. He could reach the floor without any trouble. The 4th was Ika, my senior. She had a trouble, her crawl (one of the ascending equipment) slipped out of the rope so she couldn't reach her jumar (the other ascending equpiment). It called jumar come here. She should tried to reach her jumar many times. She gave up then she throw away the drybag which camera inside so we could catch it. Unfortunately we couldn't do it. The drybag fell freely hit the rocks. Oh My God.. the camera...How lucky we were, nothing happen with the camera..huffftttt

Heri still hang on the rope

In the afternoon the waves higher higher and higher. I and Bobi tried to across the rocks to reach the cave entrance but we couldn't. When Ika finally could reach her jumar the situation wasn't longer good anymore. So she must went up even she didn't reach the floor already.

The situation went more scary. The waves was so high. We must hurried to go up. Bobi told me that I must go up after Ika. I really scared. I tried to ascend as quick as I could, because I knew how was horrible down there. When I almost reached the gorund, the matras which lay base for the rope didn't lie necessarily because of the wind blow so hard. I blew the whistle, the code for the other to correct the matras. Unfortunately, Heri thought that code was for him, the code that permit him to ascend. Finally, I stuck there because my safety equipment attached to the rope which used to ascend by Heri. I tried to yelling him don't ascend right now but he couldn't understand because of wave noise. I cried again. My friend, Fadhlih tried to make me calm down and sent the code for Heri not to climb up. Finally Heri catch the code and I could climb up to the ground.

in a hurry, must go up quickly

Next morning we took picture together and cook pancake. Well just to make the happiness comeback after the accident..

from left: Tanti, Viko, Fadhlih, Heri and me

pancake always make me feel happy :D

It was my great experience of caving. Not the height that make me afraid, but the hurry and the wave did. Really a precious experience.

so full at Thai Resto

A must thing to do when you celebrate your birthday is treat your friends.. I and my friends always do that thing every year. We always give a gift for birthday girl but she must treat us too. Actually it's just the same, spent money for treat and get the gift with the same nominal.. But this is our way to make us always close and make a gathering.

Now, it's time for me to treat them.. I, Nesti and Ninik treat the gank at Thailand restaurant, Phuket Restaurant. It located in Pandega Permai Ruko, Ring Road Utara Street, number 5, Yogyakarta. It serve a lot of Thai food. We order Tom Yam, Naan Bread, fried butter squid, beef in coconut, 3 flavor shrimp, and many more...

I love the Naan bread... Yummy appetizer... A savory bread served by sweet sauce and grains of sesame..

Naan Bread.. Really love this

wait for the foods.. can't wait XD

one of the picture there, tell bout Thai people's life

the shrimp taste delicious too

so crowd out there, and I still wait for the foods

hmmmm which one I should choose?

from left :Nesti, Olid, Ninik, me, Vita, Tyas, and Caca
*Nesti should run and hurry to take this pict "captured by timer"

We eat till so full... Then we continue our fun with singing in Inul Vista, a karaoke near Phuket Restaurant. 2 hour we sang many songs, from happy song till sad song. It was a delightful night :D

Summer at Boko Temple

Boko Temple.. located in Piyungan, Yogyakarta, Indonesia. This place offer you a beautiful scenery with its green grass overlay foremost in the summer. The temple which not far from Prambanan Temple just need about 30 minute trip from Yogyakarta city. The retribution just spent Rp 10.000,00/person. If you bring the camera you should pay Rp 5.000,00 more.. cheap enough, isn't it?

I went there with my friends. One of my senior is a photographer. So, he take our picture there...

with my friends, Tanti :D

That's the great edelweiss overlay.. That's Surya Kencana

When most student stuck in their midterm test, I do neither. I just had 1 test in 2 weeks.. So I have so much time to have a holiday yaaayy

So I decided to go to Gede Mount in Bogor, West Java with my friends and my seniors. About 31 persons join in this trip.

We start the track at early morning on Saturday 28rd April 2012 at 3 a.m. Imagine how cold at that time. We passed the forest along the track. It has West Java forest characteristic, wet and tropical forest. We passed many station, a rest area which has more space to set up a tent. I forget all of their name. But there are at least 4 station before we reach the Surya Kencana camping ground. Buntut Lutung, Lawang Saketeng, Pocong and I forget the other..hehe.

We arrived in Surya Kencana at 11 a.m. Like my friends said, this camping ground is really wide. There are so many edelweiss flower there.. So beautiful you know.. This perennial flower grow wild in Surya Kencana valley. Though Surya Kencana located in 2700 MSL, there still a water resources up there. The top of Gede Mount can reach in 30 minute from here. So, this place really enjoy to be a place to camp.

I brought digital camera and prosumer. Here the picture. Enjoy it :D

this picture taken by my senior, Haris Yunanto. He's a good photographer. He name this pict "Ayu and classic"

edelweiss bud between the other bud

it's just a grass, but it's beautiful at afternoon

say hi for the sunset.. really relaxing sunset

flowers between grass overlay

the flower and the top. both of them are beautiful

its gold color make the valley pretty by its own way

our lunch..

I hope I can go there again with my beloved friends. Whoever you are, if you love climb the mountain you should try this one...
I won't forget this great valley, gold valley with its edelweiss bud everywhere, Surya Kencana