my deepest lost

i love outdoor activity very much... cause it's not bout the journey, the place i come to, neither that two reason. but it's bout with whom i go within.
every place will feel so lovely if i go with the right persons.
but, doing this activity have it's consequences and i knew it for a long time. ranging from minor accident till the worst, loss of life.
i think that worst consequence never happen to me n my friend. i think we safety enough, anyway.
and sadly, i had lost one of my partner to go within.
he left me and the other forever.
he had an accident in the Elo River, while he n my other friends do the rafting exercise.
that condolence moment happened when we plan faraway journey. the journey for our togetherness. the journey that have been sacrificed anything we can. even, our study program.

honestly, this is my biggest lost ever.
i have never lost someone so deep before.
my tears can told more than every single word in thus world.

but, finally life must go on n i will remember him not only as my best friend, but my best brother. hope i can learn something from him. learn bout the life, brave, feel for brotherhood, n many more

rest in peace my biggest condolence, Fadhlih Akbar. we gonna meet soon n continue our adventure story :)

waiting for the sunset together

actually it was really cool trio caver ever

he loves the water sport so much

it's funny that he bought pink batik to wear in our senior wedding

sitting alone quietly in the riverside which that condolence moment happened
2 week after