I'm disappointed :(

hellloo I think this relation, our relation is for brotherhood. Well they think it just for the professionalism. We still not work man! We more than that. We are family. That should be us! Have ever they think about that?

I never expect it will be happen to us. We met and gathered by the great name, process in there, but finally we just be apart because our doings to this great name.. How poor we are.

Maybe I just have too much expectation while the reality say the opposite. Something that I always proud of it, now I felt so disappointed because of it. How could it?

I remember, one of my friend ever told that if we haven't plant something so we will get nothing. True. Now I say that is true.. so honest. If I haven't know and met them so I won't loving them so much like this and get hurt like this.

Incompetent Lip & Gummy Smile

Maybe u will guess I will talk something bout dentistry..haha u wrong guys..
Yeah this terms I sure every dentist or dentistry student will know it immediately after hear it. It condition happen when the upper lip doesn't close well with the lower lip. It make the person who have this lips like this difficult to close their mouth n when they are in rest position, their upper anterior teeth tend to be exposed

The gummy smile happen when u smile n most of your gum exposed.
In dentistry that two thing aren't good thing. When u can close your lips perfectly n smile show your upper n lower teeth not your upper gum, it call aesthetic.

But, neither do I.
I just falling in love with that incompetent lips n gummy smile. That two thing really seize my brain to thinking about.

Oh, my Prince who have that lips n smile, do u know I really miss your smile?

#a crazy writing in the midnight because can't go to sleep.. God help me.. I have to sleep

sad balada

"if there are so many people can fallin in love instantly and forget it fastly, sorry i'm not that one

though he will never know my heart's feeling

but should the whole of my heart focus on him while i'm not the girl he is thinking bout"

hair makeover competition

my senior came to my home bring the CD of master corel n photoshop to be installed to my computer
then he went home in the middle of the rain just because i begged him
why i need it so much
just because i want to take the competition of hair makeover
i should upload my pict n it should be resized and combined into one frame
finally i filled out the form n had upload the pict
big thanks to you brother :)
i wish i can win the competition n can meet with my fav fashion blogger Clara Devi, i will treat u anything u want :D

vintage style which can bring me (i hope so) to see my fav blogger Clara Devi :D

the Twin of Two

well...it wiil be a new beginning..i hope that i'm not too old enough..yups in this year of water lion (the Chineese people said that) unconsciously i grew so fast 'till reach the number of twenty two..the twin of two in my life..wew it will be so challenging me actually..i'm not young anymore..at least compared by last year ago..


and in this year i have my own resolution for my life...one of which is documenting whole of my story life..telling them to everybody around me..i have to write, write and take the pict of everything i felt..i will always telling it by writing it that in the future they can talk and tell much for everybody about me...


ok let's start the spirit of write!!i hope this is'nt too late to start :D

"Gua akan terus cerita tentang pengalaman gua karena lo suka, dan saatnya gua mati giliran lo yang akan cerita tentang gua" 

Norman Edwin